A month later......

So it has been about a month since the last time I posted and really nothing has changed. We met with the doctor about our options and we found that our options cost a lot of money. He had one more drug combonation for me to try before he thought we should do an IUI. I haven't started it yet but I think I am going to within the next week. I have been kind of avoiding starting the drugs because it feels so good to not be on them. I feel like myself and I don't feel crazy! But I know it will be worth it. I have to keep swimming and do it for my baby. My baby that I can't wait to meet, the baby that is out there somewhere, MY baby!
We have been frantically trying to get our finances under control so we would maybe be able to afford to have an IUI next year. We are starting to look into adoption to see what our options are there. They have this thing now called embryo adoption and that is very interesting to me. It is kind of expensive but the agency did say they have payment plans for every program they offer. God will give me a baby I know it! Pray for me as I start these drugs up again. It's going to be a long road but I know that when things get hard there will only be one set of footprints in the sand. God will carry me through this!